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self delusion led you to doing this,
why do you care?
the face in the mirror,
the voice in your head,
do you think this is fair?
point them out,
send the mob.
fixating, engrossed,
you’re the apple of their eyes,
fixating, engrossed,
you want them to stare.
your ego is poison.
dwarfing everyone in the room,
an open casket for all to revel you.
no one is coming to save you,
count to seven,
lights out.
no kiss of life.
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slice you open
see what you bleed,
humanity exits,
from the wound while eyes haze,
pleading for mercy,
breath rattles weak,
the perfect alignment of pain and a blade.
blood drains fast
limbs go cold
long for what you had,
now you’ll never grow old,
translucent casket,
bound by steel,
beg and ask,
for something to feel.
caught out, off guard,
just like always,
it’s not your fault,
it never was anyway.
it’s not your fault, it never was.
you’re still trying to shift the blame,
clenching a blade that’s doused in shame,
lacerating through your skin,
it’s not a game that you can win,
how can you live with what you’ve done?
an empty chamber in the gun,
pull the trigger, you’ll still flinch,
fear floods your mind, prepare to sink.
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